It had not rained in Birmingham for 70 days. It was hot and dry and miserable. The dry thirsty earth was cracking, vegetation brown. A dusty malaise held sway over the land. Then one evening we could feel Her on the Wind. . .
Art – Matt Chambliss
Music – “Letter to Plato” – Isaiah Smith
Rain Dance
She approaches
Out of the West She comes
Hot and cold interplay, creating currents
I catch Her scent and breathe Her into me
Cause She’s Windy baby, and She’s so fine
She moves me
I feel her on my skin
She drips Her moisture onto me, teasing me awake
God I’m dry, I need Her waters
She dampens the leaves, the petals are wet
She rumbles and flashes, revealing Her soul to me
Come shower yourself onto me, quench my aching thirst
I sense the vibrations deep within me
Foundations quake, shaking that which once was firmly held
What was assumed to be eternal falls around me in pieces
Like glitter in a globe it slowly swirls, gravity accomplishing its work
I watch it crumble and tumble, down, down, down
Currents of anxiety keep it aloft past its time
It needs to settle, I need to settle
An active passivity restrains my impulse to jump, to move, to seek distraction
Let it settle, it needs to settle, don’t stir it up again
New awareness is finally breaking the old making room for what is not, yet
But the birth is like the grinding of hard stone and dust
Shifting of the plates, a new geography is forming
It threatens home and kin. They feel it too
But crisis calls for calm, don’t feed it, don’t jump
Old rifts will be mended, new vistas will emerge, danger and hope coexists
I can make neither mountains nor mole hills
The power is at work in me, I am not the Maker, I am being made
I will not jump, I will wait, and watch, and listen to the stillness
My daughter painted this the other day and asked me to write a poem for it. She titled it “Crybaby.” I looked at it for a long time and after observing the obvious I was caught by her eyes.
Music – Derek and Brandon Fiechter
Cry Baby
Looking past the masks you wear
I can see You there in your eyes
Peering through your windows
I can see your Soul
I feel your fear
I sense the fragrance of your envy
I can taste the dark sadness of you
Willing, wanting to be yet, will not
Comical, cartooned, contortions turned tragic
Captured in Culture’s cul-de-sac
Creativity consumed, consecrated to the warped reflection
Callous, constrained, yet secret tears fall down the well
Youth harbors Eternity’s now stirring seed
Weeping moistens the protective layers of self
Masks hide and safeguard the Soul’s germination
But the seed must die in order to live
Cry Baby is not your name
It is the very way you seek
Cry Baby, suffer
Feel the pain of your disloyalty to You
Surely the seed fears the transformation
The pain of the outer shell splitting
Now vulnerable, alive, alone
Feel the light there in the darkness and reach for the sun