Stepping out into a broader space
Leaving behind the familiar comforts of the rut
But, there I held sway, I was the master
Predictable, easy, except for the slow withering of my soul
Did my tricks to get my treats
But the former was confining and I had out grown it
Like a plant in too small a pot
Roots bound, tangled, seeking new earth
But to step out is to become weak again, to let go, to become a child
There was a brief thrill in the stepping out
Really it was a small thing made large by ego’s fear
But there was really no power there
Like a spider’s web it clung inciting primal fear
No power at all to resist a decision
But now the familiar is no more
Where once I was large now I am small, ignorant, and inexperienced once more
Planted in new ground hoping for the water and the warmth and the worms to do their work
The plane is large, expansive, might I grow to fill that new empty space
But the great Oak lives inside the tiny, shiny acorn
Food for squirrels or master of the Woodland
I am the Sower and I am the seed
It is not the breaking through that is the challenge
It is sitting still long enough to put down roots and grow in the new larger place
There are multiple buts in this process
But either way. Be Groovy!
Lovely my friend:-)<3
Then I shall dance an happy dance! I love your laugh. It’s smooth, easy. Sprinkling hugs and kisses upon your heart! 🙂
I love this post and all the following conversation.
Hey. I’m glad you stopped by. Thanks.
I’m a dreaming. I hear a voice, and there is a sense of deflation. Or perhaps finding that everyday, and everything is at once, a beginning, a middle, and an end, whence it then turns again to planting new seeds, being that acorn, but sometimes with the memory of having been a great oak. For a moment we forget we are incarnate, and feel the exultation of the fact that we are part of the chain. The pull of a heavy heart can be contagious, yet, the sounds of that laugh at the end, the one when you realize, silly boy, you’ve been here before, and will again, and instead of being tossed about by the constant motion, hold steadfast to the hub, and feel your roots, which have always been there, and will continue to be there.
I awake, and see… Be Groovy, and smile.
Hey sweet friend. The laughter is the foundation of me. Joy always comes to sit with me when im still. And we laugh. Even when its just us out there in the new broad expanse. 🙂 kisses and hugs
“I used to have lots of answers. 🙂 Now just looking for better questions.”
It is such a stress release when we can mature to the point where we only need questions, not answers. Rilke said we need to learn to LIVE in the questions themselves. People who can do that are usually the ones who are still full of wonder. Morning, dude. <3
Hey sugar.
In the past I struggled with anxiety and trees were and still are symbols of peace for me. Be like a tree, is a calming mantra for me.
🙂 thank you
There is wonder in being a child, in not having the answers. Beautiful poem!
I used to have lots of answers. 🙂 Now just looking for better questions. Thank you for being here!
Excellent.
Thank you for stopping by here!
Questions? Answers? In the end I realized the fact that you pointed out so beautifully. (‘food for squirrels. or masters of the universe’) Random events occur. People respond in arbitrary ways. These days I paste a pretty picture behind my eyes, set my sights on the horizon and just keep plodding forward. I’m glad not everybody is like me.
Great poem, with well-crafted and thought-provoking lines.
No control except trying to do me.
I understand that. Did it look as if there was a veiled insult in there? There really wasn’t.
I’m very much inside my own head today. I suppose what I was saying was that when I see others bringing mountains of suffering upon themselves, and I’m unable to help, I have learned to look away, and focus on my own happiness.
Not particularly relevant, I admit.
No insult at all. Was just writing out loud.
🙂 I was thinking that I have litrle control of the outcomes.
That’s a thought that used to plague me – but these days usually I accept it, although not today. Today my troubled daughter was seen playing Russian Roulette with moving traffic.
Im so sorry sugar. Is she safe?
“Planted in new ground hoping for the water and the warmth and the worms to do their work…” Word! 🙂 That line says so much. We crave the water and the warmth, but the hardships and “worms” of life play a part in our growth as well. Very deep. Very groovy!
Good morning! (At least here it is) 🙂 thank you for stopping by here. Blessings.
Spot on! The uneasiness is what reminds me of the struggles I’ve endure again and again
And we keep writing don’t we? 🙂
We must. Writing connects all three…mind body and spirit!
Thank you for this courageous venue for all to share.
I am glad you were here.
I woke up to your words, they soothed me like velvet… or was it your voice… this is going to be a radiant day. Thank you.
Morning
I am glad someone knows what this is about.
I seriously doubt folks will have a hard time knowing what you mean. It makes perfect sense.
“But the great Oak lives inside the tiny, shiny acorn
Food for squirrels or master of the Woodland
I am the Sower and I am the seed
It is not the breaking through that is the challenge
It is sitting still long enough to put down roots and grow in the new larger place…”
Sometimes when I listen to or read your stuff I feel like I’m in the presence of a Zen master. There is so much “both” in this piece. Food or Master — Sower and Seed — breaking or sitting… It is such a theme in so much of what you write. There is enough there to keep me pondering on for days without really realizing what you’re work is doing is trying to make one sit still.
“Predictable, easy, except for the slow withering of my soul…”
That line made my heart hurt. I can so identify with it. You were very brave this past weekend, love. I’ve no doubt that you will turn into a mighty oak…
I just thought that the mighty oak just stayed focused on doing its thing long enough to grow that big. Bigness was not its goal but rather just doing its thing. I delight in your words. Thank you.
Yes, I think you’re right. But then you are always reminding me of that. Just be still…It’s another theme of yours. Your words are like walking in a cool spattering rain. I can find that special space between them the same as I can between the raindrops.Both — the drops can feel like a cold bite when they hit, but then trail softly along cheeks and arms when they finish their journey. Your words are like that, too. YOU are a delight.
I like the rain so much. The between places are were the magic is. There is much joy and sadness there. Your words are most poetic and true. Thank you for adding them to my scribbles.
You’ve never written scribbles in your life, you dolt! You’ve written pre-wisdom!