Energy
No focus, scattered, diffused
Where is the center now
Black marks on white
Symbols like bait dangled
Over the choppy grey waters of me
Hoping to coax a bite
Enticing emotion to rise and strike
Latch on to a word a sentence
That I may draw out of the inky black depths
Meaning, to measure on my scale
Perhaps even consume, be nourished by
Seeking some order, some way, a new step
But if no order perhaps I may hook
A plank, a stone to feel under my feet
I need to move from this place
And you will, my friend. You move by moving.
That one was pretty straight forward. Can you be nourished by something you draw out of that inky blackness if you consume it? Or is it better to catch and release and let it slither off like the scapegoat on Yom Kippur? (Not that goats slither, that is…) Have you ever read “Can You Drink the Cup?” by Henri Nouwen?
Its the stuff down there, the unknow parts that need to be brought to the light. I’ve read henry along time ago but not that one.
Im sure youll find your groove friend. What do they say patience is a virtue. 🙂
Yes sir. I just have to drink the cup that is offered day to day. Like the weather they change. Sad will give way to the glad and will return again in time. Do you fish? I was thinking of how I have fished at times in bad weather knowing I would not catch anything and how it was like that last night trying to write.. Thank you for stopping by. It means alot to me that a thoughtful and talented man like yourself would read and comment on my scribbling.
Ive only attempted to fish once…I did not like that much silence with my thoughts. Maybe I will try again because it was refreshing. I appreciate your scribbles and your compliments. You know its hard for me to force writing so my ambitious two post a day comes very hard when I cant find what to say.
I was raised in Louisiana. The water and fishing were a part of life. Water has been healing for me
You know the water is very soothing and calming for me. Guess thats why I enjoyed being at see while I was in the NAVY
Got the itch?
Just can’t find where to scratch
Haha ha. Well, not THAT funny. Pfff, what a deal.